i bitch and i moan and i groan so forlorn
i lie and i steal til slander calls me home
where did that wanderlust juvenile go?
how did i let this poisonous side of me grow
into someone i can't handle being with?
"excuse me, you think i could bum a couple of cigarettes?"
blaming other people for vulnerabilities within
tell my inner light that the meat is directing
succumb to the depths of every possible pleasurable habit
bait distractions. engulf me. trade autonomy for choice-
so lost in the noise i could barely hear my own voice
Matt- You're only thinking about yourself.
You're only thinking about yourself